I've found an old daily journal of mine wherein, on September 4, 1988, I had written: "It is not having everything in life go smoothly that shows forth a good spiritual condition...it is when things go awry and I go smoothly that shows forth a good spiritual condition."
That was news to me then, a blinding flash of the obvious I didn't inwardly realize as such. No doubt I'd heard it, read it, agreed and disagreed with it (probably both at the same time), but I had not realized it. My realization began with my noting it in my book.
I prove the truth of that now without thought...which answers my fairly recent apprehensive question of myself of whether I use my BFOs or just let them lay fallow and go on doing the s.o.s.o. I've ever done.
I love how God gets in touch with me. I'd forgotten I'd scared myself with that question, but it'd clearly made a little nest in my subconscious with which to surprise me later. I read that note and smiled in relief...more proof of God living me with or without my awareness.
Thank You.
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