Lord, hear my prayer: Thank You.
I want to do nothing...nada...right now because I'm feeling fear.... dread.... unsure... brackish. And where did that word brackish come from? Though I must admit, it fits.
Today is Sunday so, actually, today I need do none of the things I am dreading... most all having to do with my car.
I suspect that my fear is based in the fact that I'm going to need to turn this car in sooner rather than later because of my failing eyesight.
Giving up driving...ah, is giving up my condo right behind? Moving into assisted living? I feel nothing about that, which is a sure indicator that fear is silently riding herd.
I feel dread...and who's kidding whom? Dread is just a cover-up word for fear...it stays the panic straining to get out.
This I know, and it is from personal experience that I know: No matter what I feel, think, do or say, i.e., fear....I am on the right track heading in the right direction...toward still more spiritual growth.
Lord, hear my prayer: Thank You.
Thank you.
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