Wednesday, May 9, 2018

THINGS LOOK BLEAK? LOVE AND LAUGH, BABY!

 I once believed that when my life seemed to be at 6s & 7s, that I was doing something wrong, and to the material world that may well be. But I've come to believe, on a higher plane, that is when I am unknowingly doing God's will...and I need only to trust him in this.

Over the last year or so, twelve friends (this includes my little guy) have left my life...most all by moving to another state, one through death and one through her own misguided anger (which I hope is part of our mutual initiation process, but she's gone and I'm glad, so be it).

Then starting in October of last year, I began to have trouble with my teeth...specifically, one tooth. My dentist fixed it to the tune of $2,000. Then in November, he retired, and in December, as I brushed my teeth, the new tooth (a crown actually) fell out in the sink. It's May and $4,000 later, and we're still working on that tooth, and last week another crown fell out in the sink.

My dentist is talking implants, and my ego Lucy is gearing up for her war dance.

As I awoke this morning, I started to pray for...and (God is so good to me) I remembered: When I pray for -- anything, I am going down that wrong road again. I quick thanked God for whatever, however, whenever he willed for me. I kinda wallowed in the knowing that my only thought need be  that God has my answer no matter the appearance...stay my mind on that fact...when it ventures out, pull it back with a thank you and know all is as it should be in my life right this very minute...Now.

Then I read my "God Calling," and here's a part of today's message: Doubt always your power or wisdom to put things right, ask Me to right all as you leave it to Me and go on your way loving and laughing. Not to put too fine a point on it!

I'm telling you God loves me sooo much.

Thank you.

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