I rarely if ever read past pages of my journal, but today it seemed to open itself to me. I was regifted twice, the first from 7/31/24: Remember this: There are always two worlds. The world as it operates is power; the world as it should be is love; and the second from 8/4/24: Blinding flash of the obvious. unselfed love - thank you.
My life experience since I turned 80 is...or feels like...a 180 degree turn around from my life for my first 70 years.
My life today is an almost touchable experience of my world as it should be...love but love as we cannot imagine, cannot project. Nothing on the power level looks (or feels) right, i.e., for my benefit. Yet I am steadied without thought or me-prayer. I am stilled...I feel fulfilled.
There...that is unselfed love.
Without a thought or a prayer for.... Period.
And that is all.
Oh, a note for myself: The power (or material) world is ever with us. Late yesterday I experienced some unusual physical pains and pangs which led me to suspect I have been gifted with covid which to date I have managed to avoid...I'm not certain but I "have a feeling." I have an appointment at the Minute Clinic for a morning test. More will be revealed.
Thank you.
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