All great work for Me is done first in the individual soul of the worker. -- God Calling, May 10
I read those words this morning, and I felt pierced...probably too strong a word since the feeling was so sweet but it did feel like a warm arrow to my heart...Cupid's bow and arrow comes to mind.
Not to get too over-the-top, but I knew it for my great truth...and that I have passed muster.
Again, I've been reading God Calling for 50+ years, so I have read that line 50+ times...and it needs saying that I have underlined it repeatedly. Today, though, my soul confirmed what my heart, body and brains have sought...even taught...all along. Ah, but with "not enough" too often playing its silent song.
I doubt not that "not enough" will continue humming its tune, but now, and from now on, I will get to love and laugh and joy in the egoic game. I can resist it not...just hug it and kiss it and let it go.
Sidebar: I can be so certain of that from my experience with the dreaded fact that I take myself too seriously. Which, in all seriousness, I denied...until the day I got the quiet word and said out loud to another that there is nothing in this world that I can't take too seriously but especially myself. And we both hooted and stomped our feet and giggled and grinned. I've walked free of that defect ever since...taking myself too seriously whenever ego did my thinking for me, but always winding up loving and laughing at it/me again.
I take heart in realizing that the Father knows my needs. I pray thank you and rely on it...there's my gold.
Thank you.
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