EGO WANTS MORE...GOD NEEDS LESS

Blinding flash of the obvious: Our rues, regrets and remorses become our strength through 'thy rod and thy staff they comfort me'...thy rod and thy staff being love and laughter.

I have experienced the turning point in my 80/50...proven by my realization that my non-participation at Jay's luncheon is not cause to regret but to rejoice. The gift of that realization came just as my thoughts started to blame the others, and I saw...really saw...me as the source of my woe fear. 

There it is...proof that nothing turns me to God faster than fear...ergo, when I feel fear, God is near.

It was the morning of the luncheon that Daniel came to me...Daniel whom I could not place so had to Google...with which came the Lion's den, the pearl. 

To make that U-bie in midair without thought? God ever with me, knows my needs, and there's Daniel with me in the lion's den. The lion's den is God's hidey-hole is the pearl beyond price is mine.

All of this brings to mind the gift of the white buffalo...my talisman today. As I meditated with her in my folded palms, I knew less is my road to walk; more is going down that wrong road still...want is more, need is less; lean into less. 

Thank you.