That birthed a blinding flash of the obvious: Stop fighting for a breakthrough from my childhood fear...abandon the long-gone fact and enjoy what Is. I recognized that my letting go has been happening within me for a fair bit of time now without my conscious awareness of the fact.
Later, I came across a saved passage by Howard Thurman with an insertion of Rohr's. Thurman: The awareness of being a child of God tends to stabilize the ego and results in a new courage, fearlessness, and power. Then Rohr: Knowing our true identity as sons and daughters of God can save us thousands of dollars in psychotherapy. Knowing that everyone else is a child of God— and treating them as such—can save the world!
Recognizing that the Confucius, Thurman and Rohr passages were linked, had come to me now, as one, helped me to see my fairly recent inner growing. I have been enjoying these new behavior patterns, thanking God, and letting them come...letting them happen in, by, through me as it were.
A whole new inner awareness is blooming...I am doing, acting, being the same old me in a brand new awareness...laughing at the incongruity of it all yet resisting nothing...which is close enough to loving it for me.
I'm calling all this change/s.o.s.o. as the power of "Yes!" at a higher level...deeper.
I like to think my reasoning mind and divine mind are grinning at each other here. Ego's tish of anxiety bumps me, it's Beware Believing, blinking red lights while Trust is kissing anxiety on the lips and whispering thank you for sharing.
I trust, and I stand on it...never denying I See Me's powerful voice.
Right there is God, unmoved and loving all...ego, trust, you, me, them...the whole fam-damily as we say back home.
Thank you.
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