I had such an important blinding flash of the obvious in the middle of the night that I had to write about it at length in my journal. It was in relation to Saint Augustine's prayer, Grant what thou commandest and then command what thou wilt.
I understood my recent experience with excruciating pain, and I knew that the agony that Christ felt on the cross was necessary...which I'd always wondered about.
The answer to all my problems was given to me, and I was in awe.
I continued to write, but the more I wrote the more I seemed pretty much like a fundamentalist...born again and breathing fire. Scared me silly.
With which another blinding flash of the obvious wrote itself out in my journal: The answer to all your problems is to quit taking yourself so seriously.
God is so good to me.
Thank you.
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