I know I'm going down that wrong road again when I make an error in judgment then go into compulsive-obsessive mode in justifying it...feeling an all-but-physical need to tell someone else my side of the story. Without a frill or a furbelow, my side is simply that I made an error in judgment. There. The wrong road again is simply taking myself too seriously.
What's the cure for taking myself too seriously? A U-turn. A U-turn in the form of laughter...love and laughter. Specifically, to love me even as I mentally project how you are thinking, feeling, talking about me for my error in judgment...then to laugh at my projection. For, in truth, you're not even in my picture except as I project your necessary presence for me to change your mind about me, my error in judgment.
I say to God, "If that's not convoluted enough, you're not paying attention."
And God says, "Huh?"
God is such a card.
Thank you.
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