One of the hardest things for me to accept is that I am God conscious. It's been some time now since I was given the gift of realization that the Father and I are one. Yet every time I read something that I interpret as suggesting we're all a pack of slackers and we should do more each day to realize God consciousness, I feel guilty that I'm such a drag-foot.
I've read Joel Goldsmith's "Heart of Mysticism" more than once, and I'm right now reading it again. Every time I read, "I ask that each student dedicate one meditation period each day to the specific realization of the Christ," I start with the race-race, run-run mind of I shoulda, woulda, coulda, but....
I am grateful that I am given the reminder that I need to reinforce my gift of realization on a daily basis. No doubt, that's why I feel so guilty...this one will never be 100 percent God conscious 100 percent of the time for that is perfection. I aim for progress, and I'm as good as I ought to be...being me, and I thank You for the reminder.
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