Rude awakening...one cannot live in one's head and then
claim ignorance when one, through sheer self-absorption, kicks another to the
curb.
There...that's the end-result value of taking another's
inventory. I'm labeling the thought behind that "Gertrude," but I
fear I'm seeing me. I'm reminded of an Easwaran quote, "We see life not as
it is but as we are."
I have such an aversion to passive-aggressive behavior that
I suspect that is my attack mind's favorite hidey-hole...its secret atomic
weapon. That may well be where my ego-victory mind thrives.
As in, hit 'em where it hurts and leave 'em wondering if that was what it felt
like it was. Then I don't have to own it since I didn't do it...and I can
repeat that thought unto perfection at 3:00 AM .
What is that biblical admonition about lusting in one's head
is committing adultery in fact? Rats.
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