My inner message this morning was that I do not know how to love. I do not and have never realized how to love...only as I feel it and that is dependent on who, how and/or what I am getting.
I am realizing again...or still...that I do not know how to love.
I do not and have never realized how a feeling of love in general feels. Other than good.
I'm not even sure that good isn't how a feeling of love in general feels for everybody.
Blinding flash of the obvious: A feeling of love is a simple need to give of our self for the benefit of another.
An unknown at the time example of pure love: My sister, age 13-14, sick in bed with the flu, me. age 10-11, doing all I possibly could to bring happy to her. To get a smile, to know I was helping her in whatever way possible. And she smiled. and I knew happy.
There...God's gift of remembrance to me this morning.
Thank you.
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