This unsettled, slightly ailing, feeling I have had for a week now...I have made my cardiologist visit and got cleared; I made my G.P.'s office and got prescriptions for the uncontrollable cough...with a general feeling from him of ho-hum, nothing to see here, keep on moving.
I have not felt ill as such...I wonder if my being 80+ did my thinking for me...ah, and is doing both P.A.s' thinking, too?
This morning a mini-BFO occurred...is this me being raised in consciousness? Shedding the old, growing into the new waiting within to be donned?
I need to rest in the fact that the Christ is ever doing for me, for my benefit...to pray for the Christ to do for me is an act of self, not faith.
We pray thank you until we mean it.
There is always the possibility that this is my material life drawing down...Thy will, Thy way, please and thank you.
Thank you.
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