ON SPIRITUAL REWIRING...FROM SELF TO UNSELF

Blinding flash of the obvious: Seek to find the Divine spark in change, i.e., realize all that we do, say, show is God's will, God's way...whether we know it or not.

I have sought for a long time to move away from self-determined objectives, to center me in that moment in the perfect objective of God. 

The many recent unplanned, even unwanted, changes I have been experiencing seem to be leading the way. 

Some of my changes seem to be the exact opposite of my best wants...I want to do this for a friend, I want to do that for the Fellowship, yet I have been unconsciously blocked. Same goes with NOT calling friends whom I miss, NOT doing my usual way of life, but doing that which would never have entered my reasoning mind as a good idea...as in, making my head and my heart available for any less-than of life. 

I welcome these changes, but the thought did occur...why? Flash...to rewire my brain...to detach from relying on living my way by learning to rely on God's will, God's way. To trust in a word. 

I am following by doing what I am now recognizing flows out from me...not from my "me" self, but from My Self, and not by conscious choice, but by unconscious acceptance.

I had not grasped the importance of the divine spark in these changes so have been "explaining" them in reasoning mind terms. (Still playing to the ego...or paying for the ego, more like.) Realizing the importance is in the process of changing me...has allowed the changes to continue without (too much) doubt.  

I am learning that it is vital that I remember when a change occurs, along with my thank you, to be open to guidance in living the change God's will, God's way. 

In short, consciously invite God to lead...then unconsciously follow.

Thank you.