Spiritual growth infinitesimally opens the hidey hole of God within us. More spiritual growth allows us to realize that that infinitesimal opening may be all we will ever get. With still more, we realize it is all we will ever need.
I'm convinced the first realization ever I had (or that I remember having) was the blinding flash of the obvious: Not to be a winner, not to be a loser, to Be.
I ignored that for years...and years. No, I really ignored the importance of it. I never forgot it...and it came to mind often when I was on the losing side of any "debate." Now that I'm pondering it, I don't recall thinking about it whenever I was winning.
I suspect it came to mind now because I am in the midst of a realization of powerlessness. I have all the right words, thoughts, doubts and certainties...we all do for there aren't that many. What we must accept is that we're choosing to stay in our spin cycle of fear, a.k.a., our comfort zone, praying for God to come save us from our own picture show...refusing to accept that he already has.
That is how we remain stuck in our own reasoning mind consciousness never risking to Be in God consciousness.
To Be in God consciousness is to move on up...a tish deeper. Head for the dread! Be who I be...me!
Be.
Thank you.
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