We can only know that for Truth by experiencing it, by walking through the wounding, the failure, the darkness, and coming out the other side changed...upgraded, bettered...within.
Imagine my surprise when I learned...when I experienced...coming out the other side is not a one-time journey.
We come out the other side of our today's drama and trauma and feel changed...we are changed. But not permanently. The minute we hunker down in our changed consciousness, with the idea that Now we've got it, Now we are safe, secure, all set...that's the minute our mind begins to be changed...whether we know it or not, and usually not.
That is entry level into higher consciousness...there is no one seat at the table. Just as the more comfortable the seat we find, the surer we need to get a move on.
This for me was the beginning of my living realization that some form of wounding, failure, or darkness is essential for our mind to be changed. From feeling untroubled, at peace...right in a word...to no longer afraid as such but not dreading. No longer seeking my will, my way, but without thought, praying thank you for God's will, God's way. In that moment...when it appears so un, just un...right there. Another of God's hidey-holes.
Unexplainable. No need to try. Don't even want to. Just grateful. Accepting. Blessed.
Thank you.
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