Our first need is to find within us our own meaning of love, our own definition of love.
I read my spiritual literature and agree mentally that love is all around, is all good no matter how it appears to our reasoning mind, that love is for my benefit the same as for yours, plus for the benefit of my current nemesis...but I get no personal feeling for what that means to me. There. My Search For Life's Meaning.
I know that I am being spiritually opened which may not fully happen until three days after I am dead if then...and still I am grateful. I am grateful to know that I am on the right road in my search, that I am heading in the right direction, and I thank God.
None of which truly eases my wondering mind...oh, BFO! That is the gift! If my wondering mind were eased, I'd be, in effect, settling for my own idea of God, God's will and God's way.
I have found many answers for which I pray thank You and continue seeking to know God's will, God's way for me Now...right Now egoically.
There are many universal truths that I quote by rote, that do not touch my often-nattering mind. Let's accept that for what it is...still more spiritual growth...and continue to know that God is on the field, all is right with our world.
God loves us so much.
Thank you.
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