I went to bed last night with an overwhelming...almost retching...fear of dementia. Of dementia being here in me now. I found release by welcoming it. While I slept, my fear of dementia became God's tool to use to lift my fear-based material mind to the higher consciousness of love-based spiritual mind.
Welcoming with thank you really does alleviate fear...actually, raises our consciousness spiritually to the place where peace resides. Where fear is transmuted by grace.
Meister Eckhart's quote comes to mind again: If the only prayer you ever say in your lifetime is thank you, that would suffice.
A note for me: Welcoming with thank you does not eliminate that which we fear, mine being dementia. No, if dementia is mine, my path to bring me to God consciousness, I'm good with it...at 7:00 AM.
Also, being "good with" any dreaded possible does not mean happy about it. If it is "our cross to bear," the necessary that brings us into God consciousness, so be it for this is where the peace that passes understanding lives.
I have thought for some time now that I am at the crossover stage in consciousness...being raised into God consciousness with both my feet dragging but desire in my heart, soul, body and brain. Dementia may be my pony to ride...I might as well admit to my worse fear: Lewy Body Dementia.
Comes now a new thought: Hidden in my material mind may be worse than Lewy Body Dementia. I best quit unconsciously bargaining and welcome God's will, God's way...and Now I do.
Thank you.
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