Saturday, April 3, 2021

GIVE UP ALL WORRIT AND WONDER...TRUST

The thought passed my mind this morning that there is no such thing as hate, there is only fear. 

Then, of course, my mind tootled off to find a justifiable person, place and/or thing to hate...Hitler tops most anybody's list. The Black Hole of Calcutta qualifies. Cancer or Alzheimer's for sure. 

It doesn't take long...or genius...to recognize the fear underlying each of those. 

But...actually, I don't hate, or I don't feel hate, toward anybody. Ticked off at...irritated with...have no patience for, etc., etc., etc.  I'll just bet  each of those qualify. Think about it: What if there is no ticked off, irritated, impatience, there is only fear? What does that say about my security level...my spiritual security level? 

I say that God has my back and that Gertrude irritates me no end almost on the same thought line. How can that be? 

I believe God is love, then love has my back...meaning I am surrounded my love, yet I don't give love. Is it that the love I say I have is not enough to encompass the irritation, fear, I feel toward another? What hidden power does that other have over me that the love I have doesn't touch it? 

Ah, wrong question! There it is...wrong questions invariably lead us to the analyzation of Out There rather than seeking the answer within. And we are taken down the bottomless hole again. 

The right question is what is wrong with me that I say I believe that love has my back yet I do not act on that? To actually believe is to trust and to trust removes choice...to believe the Father and I are one is to know love and I are one, there is no choice left...there is naught but love.

We can give up any and all worrit and wonder about any outside issue...person, place or thing. We stay our eye on growing our trust in that which we already...from our eyebrows up...know for true. Our purpose in life is, as it ever has been, to move that knowing down from the roots of our hair to our toenails, and then back up again. Making pitstops at heart, guts, bones and brains till it's in our Soul...till it is our Soul.

The Father and I are One. God has my back. God is Love...and Laughter. All of which is true, none of which is ours until as we know it, we show it.

Thank you.

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