Out of the blue, and for sometime now, I hear myself asking, "Do you love me, God?" I am surprised when I hear that for I never consciously wonder much less think of asking.
Yesterday as I drove from getting my car lubed, in a flash came: I can only know God loves me by loving...the more I give love away, the more I will know God's love within me/without me.
It is unlikely I will ever be able to "feel" God's love (or God for that matter), I can only "do" God's love which today I believe to be absolute acceptance of that which my ego finds unacceptable.
In short, resist not, accept. For me, the acceptance is pretty much of self-perceived snarks, snubs and slights...proof once again that first I get to laugh at how hard to do that is for me.
Thank you.
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