Blinding flash of the obvious: I am right now as good as I am ever going to be.
I don't know if I like or dislike when my BFOs are over my own head.
Pondering my BFO, I recall my realization about patience...we need never pray for patience, we have all there is within us right now, all we need do is use it. If it be that we are all as good as we're going to get, maybe all we need do is use it, our good?
That pretty much cuts through our reliance on dual thinking...on good/bad, either/or thinking. If I am as good as I am ever going to be, I must needs live and breathe out of my Father within. But isn't that what all my studying, searching, seeking for still more spiritual growth has been about?
Probably. I had believed it was about ego-deflation in depth, about successfully living the primary purpose of my life. But face it, they are the same difference, living out of my Father within and ego-deflation in depth.
That may well be the reason for my BFO this morning. I am as good as I am ever going to be right this very instant...going forward, all I need do is live from that good. That good is God, or for the incredulous, that good is ego-deflation in depth. I think I've just come full circle...again.
I need a dog.
Thank you.
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