I am seeing more clearly every day, week, month, year that my active conscience does more to make me a believer in Almighty God than anything.
I had an experience yesterday that was nothing to speak of...it got handled, all's well or close enough.
Ah, but when I had returned to my condo, gotten into my "at home" clothes with my iced coffee and trashy romance at hand, my conscience activated itself...went flat-foot running through my head. nattering all the way. Kinda went bat-blank crazy in fact.
I talked to myself, asked God to intervene at any time, got quieted down, but there was a heaviness about me...my chest hurt. Not my heart, my very chest.
What's the saying?...extreme something requires extreme something. So I called my mentor, told her everything, and, believe it, I included all the commas and exclamation points.
She said, "The road gets narrower doesn't it?"
Heavy lightened, I could see clearly again...I called her name blessed...and we had a lovely conversation, I went to bed and slept like a baby.
As I awoke this morning, I thanked God for living in my conscience, for giving me my mentor, for loving me even bat-blank crazy, for being the really, really Good Guy in my life.
The reasoning mind just cannot get us there. "There" being to the peace that passes understanding. God can and will if sought.
Thank you.
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