Here's me and my beloved ego Lucy together again and setting the President straight. I can see that Trump, or my perception of Trump, is the monster in the book "Lazy Man's Guide" that Golas on LSD wrote about. The very monster that he feared and resisted, that said to him, "What was it that you thought needed to be loved?" It is my unloving perception of my Trump monster that causes me pain.
By unloving perception, I am not going for a loving perception that the warm and huggy feeling the word loving once connoted. My unloving perception is agitated with attack thoughts outbound and angry. What I seek in a loving perception is the recognition of wrong with neither agitation nor resignation, but rather with a knowing that God's hand is in this. God's hand is there for me to take hold of, hang onto, as he walks me through...upward to a deeper place of understanding within.
As an aside, understanding being that fighting will never win a fight...duh. Which brings to mind again that great old '60s slogan: Fighting for peace is like f***ing for virginity.
The monster for sure knew the right question to ask to open the hidey hole to higher consciousness. I can see it...intellectually approve of my insight, even crow a tish about my elevated insight...but doing the loving? I've got miles to go before I sleep on that one.
Thank you.
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