Anxiety is with me this morning...for which I pray thank you. Today I can look back, not with regret but with welcome...and still feel anxious. That's me being me.
I experience fear differently today...from a new angle as it were. All our thinking, studying and questioning...hope and despair...were then and are now an essential part of our spiritual growth.
I do not know, or much care, who first said that which we fear we cause to happen, but I do believe it to be true. Knowing that does not take the fear out of fear...it does better. It opens us to the Father within who moves us forward, through the fear to a peaced mind.
It is that total and essential loss of hope that dumps us into the dreaded surrender. Surrender, that which we had tried so hard to avoid has just become our sliver of gold. Surrender is now realized and embraced as acceptance.
Acceptance, the righteous road through crash and burn into the new light...out of the egoic mind into God's will, God's way.
Thank you.
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