Geez, to "really plug into consciousness" has been my spiritual goal since I first heard of consciousness. Daunting albeit exhilarating is the inner yes that I am still looking to "plug into consciousness."
My blinding flashes of the obvious are my proof of purchase so to speak. It's just that my reasoning mind holds dear its pride of ownership. When a BFO slips through momentarily, I feel graced. Grace, we find, doesn't hang around...a quick hug, kiss and off she goes.
I wonder if those fleeting moments of grace aren't the building blocks to consciousness...maybe they are not fleeting so much as just not intellectually present. That's the call that keeps us seeking...kinda like the scent of bacon frying on a winter's morning...what else gets us up and ready to go so quick, fast and in a hurry?
This feels like a breakthrough. I have spent years trying to hold a raised consciousness, but I'm seeing that I wanted to feel 100 percent of the time a surrender that encompasses everything and eliminates nothing.
A BFO is wonderful, but a flash is a flash, it's not lasting...according to my reasoning mind. Comes the confirmation...those are the building blocks of raised consciousness. They come in a flash, settle in our consciousness and do our thinking for us whenever we give over, give up, give in. Or live by spiritual principles. For the benefit of others.
God loves us sooo much.
Thank you.
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