Yesterday I wrote about experiencing intense rues, regrets and remorses for not knowing...and being given inner-forgiveness for not knowing.
Yesterday afternoon, I laughed at how very serious my not knowing sounded...like I'd robbed Fort Knox but I shouldn't regret it, I didn't know that was wrong. No. I have amorphous regrets...free-floating, attached to nothing, thus to everything.
The good news is, exactly as happened yesterday, they are transmuted into God's enfolding me in love...and laughter.
I have learned...more like, I am learning...that this is my way, the path I personally chose for me to build faith unto trust.
Life requires that we walk through the unknown...the unknown being the rest of this day, tomorrow, all the days after. We greet what we meet with what we got. It eases the way if we accept when all we got is our own reasoning mind, we're running on empty. Which can't be filled by our reasoning mind.
We never for certain-sure know ahead of Now what we are going to meet.
Our reasoning ears hear that we need take no heed for tomorrow, that tomorrow will take care of itself, and our reasoning mind may even like the sound of that but, what if...? What about...? Uh-oh, I think....
Our spiritual ears hear, and we believe based on our own experience that our Father knows our needs. It's been written that God can and will intervene in our life in our behalf...which we experience daily when we're paying attention.
There it is...for this we can welcome intense rues, regrets and remorses for this is sometimes the Way of Our Cross, sometimes Our Walk in the Park...either way, we are never alone.
Thank you.
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