So my thoughts are batting around in my head, and comes a blinding flash: I am unwilling to find a peer to lead me, teach me more for my spiritual growth.
Ah, and the reason being is that I am afraid to find out that I really do not know all that much. Better yet, that others, who are clearly (to me) beginners, know a whole lot more than I know.
Finally (I hope), that they prove it by doing which I do not right now.
Is that it, Lord? If it is, thank you...thank you for clarifying by fixing...thank you.
And then I read: Let’s just use our different gifts to create a unity in the work of service, and back one another up, without criticism or competition.
Does God have my back, or what?
Thank you.
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