As my life's travels and travails wind down, however, and I accept that I'm a lot closer to the end of my journey than ever, the light is shining brighter on my inner, unspoken, hopes and dreams. None, Father forgive me, have doing God's will in them. Who's kidding whom? The cosmic ether is not about personal hopes and dreams.
It is clear to my inner me that the hardest thing I need to accept is God's unknown will for me.
This recent dream of mine causes my reflection: The kingdom of heaven and its glories beyond imaging are mine within me right now, bigger, better, richer than any hope or dream possible. But no one, not a soul, in my world knows of my gifts.
[Here's where my ego Lucy launches her final bid for victory] A kindly soul comes into my life and convincingly offers me my wildest dream come true with all the attendant bells and whistles...meaning, everyone in my world is a witness to my glory.
All in exchange for my desire to do God's unknown will for me.
End of dream without my decision spoken. From my eyebrows up, I'm completely confident I'd turn any such offer down. But the dream floats by on occasion...and I dither with it...for the fun, of course.
It is clear to my inner me that the hardest thing I need to fear not is God's unknown will for me.
Thank you.
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