RESIST NOT...LOVE ALL

My attack mind has been unleashed. I'd justify it by my boy Ruckus going back to Heaven but that causes me to blush just to think of such a Lucy-ready excuse. I am lashing out because the discipline required to stay calm and not lash out doesn't give me the "gotcha, damn ya" feeling that I want. 

Clearly, it is not that I do not know better, it is that I do not choose to do better...not to mention for the benefit of another. 

Oooh, I just had a blinding flash of the obvious: Love your attack mind...not the Gertrudes, but your thoughts that are attacking them. 

Again, I'm given to understand that it is through love that hate is transformed...the love channeled from the Father within, not my make nice-nice thoughts. Hey, love them, too, they're trying to head me in the right direction anyway. 

I'm reminded of the Golas' story in "The Lazy Man's Guide" about his bad trip on LSD. A hideous monster came to him, terrifying him, and he was fighting to get away...to which the monster asked, What was it that you thought needed to be loved?

There's the universal question. It applies to my attack thoughts, to those my thoughts are attacking, even to my ego-victory excuses. What you resist, persists; love it, loose it and let it go.

Thank you.