As I read that this morning, I thought of the intervening years from first flash to now, and I felt relief?or safe? or secure? content at any rate. Content that I have been consciously and unconsciously building on that realization all along.
God has gifted me with two mini-me's. Judge? Lord, how they judge. And it's me they judge! Out of love, don'cha know, as my grandma used to say. Yet I know they love me, and I know I love them. That's how I know they are gifts from God...because I feel judged, and I love them anyway.
Ah, finally. Finally! I'm not only knowing, I'm showing: We must go beyond reason to love...I knew that was true first time I read it some thirty years ago (in The Lazy Man's Guide to Enlightenment). That I can feel judged and loved and love the judgers all at the same time does not make good common sense. Whoa and hallelujah! From my toenails up, I know that not making good common sense part to be the good news.
I can realize it as my doubting mind's proof that reason does not prove love...going beyond reason is going to God and the spirit of God, spiritual reality. When we know love going out and coming in, we know love all around, and we are Oned.
Thank you.
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