Thank you for X just as he is right this very minute. She is giving me exactly what I need right this very minute in order for me to get over myself...for me to open to another, right or wrong. Right or wrong in my ego's eyes. There is no wrong in my Soul's eyes...there is only God.
There is my gift. I can turn my back on it, the gift, but that will not make it any less the gift...I just won't get my bennies (i.e., a peaceful heart) from the gift. I will only hold onto my ego's resentment.
Just so long as I resist X in any way, that's how long I resist my gift...which is just how long I will live in the pain of my own resentment. The more I try to release my resentment by tattling to others (euphemistically known as "venting"), the more "justifiable" my resentment...and the more attached I am to my ego-victory wants, dressed up as needs and fooling only me.
Lord, hear my prayer, Thank You. Amen.
Thank You.
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