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I am living through a period of high anxiety. I am not running scared in my mind, I am more-than-less welcoming it.
I know from my toenails up that this is the Father within proving that all my lessons in learning to live still more spiritual growth are here...in my life...right now. I've even named this period "the 80s." From the day I turned 80, my inner life changed. I began experiencing anxiety that I could live with by the simple change of my perception to love and laugh.
Until we live and breathe that which we preach, that which we preach is just so many words.
It was not until I got to live through the oh no, Mr. Bill! opportunity to surrender that my life's perspective changed...seemingly downward to go upward. I began to understand that surrender is of God, good, resistance is self-determined, not good.
I live a life of anxious gratitude today...loving and laughing and praying my thank You.
Thank you.
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