What items from the past are tied to unprocessed grief? -- Pixie Lighthorse in Fr Richard Rohr's Daily Meditation today
I have long inner realized, but never eyebrows-up known, that my brother's death dictated my inner self back then and in some manner no doubt to this day.
I have been to therapy more than a couple of times, yet I do not recall ever mentioning Paul's death...or my trauma around it. Not on purpose not mentioning...it simply did not occur to me.
There...that is an inner on purpose which I choose to accept as God's will, God's way. We, God and I, knew I needed to get my spiritual growth from within, and be it ever so slow to my reasoning mind, I am growing at God's perfect speed for me.
I feel comfortably assured that I will keep coming back till I get it right...I can look forward to my next life as me hard slogging with a wholly peaced mind. Ah, my fantasies, I love them!
Lighthorse also assures us the underground river within each of us is becoming more conscious.
My reasoning mind shrugs but does not resist. I believe I believe...that is close enough to perfect for me.
Thank you.
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