Blinding flash of the obvious: God's will can never make sense to us until we are raised into the consciousness of God's will...then it is the only thing that makes sense.
Walking through all the uglies in the world is heading in the right direction when our singular goal is God's will, God's way. God is ever with us for our benefit to see us through the material world...i.e., the muck and the mire and the beauty and the security...all the temptations of the egoic world.
Those things I know, and I know I know...ah, but The Hook: I still must prove them in my own life by my own life's experiences...namely, my response to my life's experiences.
In my early years, my go-to was we must try with a will or fall by the wayside. Later, that married up with self-will...loose it and let it go. Egoic mind may understand that but invariably puts it to use for self's purposes. Only spiritual growth brings higher understanding.
When we learn that we do it wrong to get it right, we are on the right road toward getting over our obsessive need for the perfection of our own opinion. That is one long road...if we're doing it right.
Back to my response to my life's experiences. My physical condition today is achy at best...my mental condition, achy but unfatched. Spiritually, I'm looking forward...peaced, or close enough. I have no If Onlys hanging fire.
God is so good to me...to us. God is good.
Thank you.
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