From my journal this morning: 10/28/24 - Is my new Civic my higher-consciousness chariot? On its one-week birthday, I scraped the entire right side of the car against a wall...the same wall I drive by every day with never before a ping; then the registration was returned, filled in wrong by me; and new license plates needed to be put on by the 26th, already two days late. None of these 'events' are new to me...every year, pretty much the same thing. Yet, this year, it's as if I've not been here before.
Blinding flash: Divinity rises out of the ashes of self-determined objectives.
A few self-determined objectives for instance: My leasing a new car rather than trusting that I no longer need a car or possibly can no longer physically handle a car what with my eyesight fading.
I am wavering in my trust of my BFO...is it wishful thinking? or is it God's will, God's way made new in me?
I wish I had someone here to talk all this over with...oh wait! I do! The Lord is with us within us, without us Now. Ever reminding us of the new way of thinking, feeling, doing, being. The choice is mine to believe or not to believe.
Actually, it is not my choice...I turned my choice over to the God of my understanding some fifty years ago, and I have positive-proof evidence in my life's experience.
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