I need God's direction. The question: Is my recent unconscious behavioral change proof of authentic spirituality OR an indication of dementia?
My natural state of mind fears this may be dementia, but spiritual consciousness says this new, not me, feeling can just as well be God's will, God's way, heading me in a new direction. Never having been here before, it feels wrong...but somehow right at the same time.
That is the nature of change...it feels wrong precisely because we've never been here before. Self-protection keeps our toes tacked to the floor...with our thoughts in turn around, go back mode. Spiritual growth lifts us up on the back of thank you.
I choose to believe this is trust having been born within me, now spreading its wings. Trust that God's will, God's way is always and all ways for my benefit.
Only later when I look back will I know the answer. This we can be sure of...the answer can be spiritually raised consciousness, may be dementia with a spiritual base, but it likely will be beyond imagining...God's will, God's way.
Trust and let it be.
Thank you.
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