My first journal entry this morning: Do not lose heart.
I immediately realized this was from my Father, my Friend, and I was deeply grateful. Deeply relieved and grateful.
My road recently seems to be rough, rocky and wrong way. The word "depressed" entered my consciousness yesterday for the first time. It entered as a question so I'm taking my Friend's words as my answer.
Those words assured me that all the 6s&7s appearing in my life are for my benefit... my inner benefit where no one can see (and admire?) them.
All that others are seeing (or I fear they are seeing and judging) is for my benefit, too. How else do I learn to agree with your adversary quickly? How else to love your enemies?
My recent experience of being at cross-purposes with a friend comes to mind, and I see his "take" on the happening is for my benefit, too. I do not need to explain, apologize, shame or blame either of us.
He has served his purpose in my life, i.e., deeper spiritual growth, and I have served my purpose in his, i.e., just two ships passing.
Thank you.
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