My recent bubble flash regarding my brother's illness and death brought the truth to my ten-year-old self that she, that we, had no part in it. She is, I am, healed. More digging to root out or beg pardon or make amends is egoic mind hanging on to the old...self-punishing so as to ascribe it to God.
The BFO was God letting me know that I am good to go...upward deeper to still more spiritual growth.
An affirming insight is that...ever and always...the steps we take, all or any part of the Steps we take, are of God. Not just this time, but in every aspect of our life. They bring the resultant good, God, changes within us, whether we know it or not. Just not feeling it is I See Me using ego to hang on...simply a hangover of the old self.
Our life's purpose aborning is the care and tending of our awareness...and when, not if, we forget, trust God's will, God's way to remind us.
Every action we take now consciously originates in our new, changed self. We live it...and when wrong, for we will be wrong, love, laugh and promptly admit it.
Thank you.
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