Many years ago I was gifted with the realization that anxiety is my chosen tool for God to use to guide me to the place in consciousness that he needs me to be.
Apparently, that is mine to forget, remember, forget, remember...but with every rememberance, revel in the grace of gratitude.
I am reminded today of that truth, that anxiety is my chosen driver for God's use in guiding me. With the added gift today of seeing that the hidden purpose of anxiety has ever been to lift me from fear-based consciousness to love-based consciousness.
The place that I need be to learn what I need to accept, is right where I am, smack dab between fear-based consciousness (self) and love-based consciousness (God).
Anxiety is my angel flapping her wings ready to lift me deeper...I'll give her this, she does good work.
In being lifted higher to God's deeper hidey hole, self-resistance is predictable...I let it be with tears, rapidly beating heart, and, oh yeah... a heartfelt and smiling thank you.
God loves me...you and me...so much.
Thank you.
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