I reflect on my recent dark night experiences, and I am comforted...confounded?...that our inner ear hears and our Soul translates.
Two of my most recent flashes, I trust me and I go to God, spell that out for me. As I was crying for God to come to me, my cry inverted itself, becoming I go to God. My long-ago BFO, God does not see through my eyes, my eyes are lifted to see through His, flashed again.
That dried my tears and put a smile on my face. I understood the recent gift of I trust me, which came to me in my quiet time as this free and precious gift: I can trust every blinding flash I've ever received...whether I consciously remember them or not. They are not lost, they are not forgotten, they are held by God for me when and as needed.
This, my most recent dark night, left me with the gift of acceptance. Acceptance of my reasoning mind as one of God's tools for my use in shucking my reliance on my reasoning mind.
Neither enemy nor savior, the reasoning mind is a complex tool to mindfully use as I slowly march up the Steps deeper...crying, questioning, loving and laughing...but moving ever deeper toward God's higher hidey-hole within.
Thank you.
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