The Divine Voice is not always expressed in words./It is made known as a heart-consciousness. -- "God Calling," February 9 in its entirety
Here's me at 50...experiencing the judgments of those who are not yet 50. Those who believe they know how we should be at 50...how we should share, how we should have it all together, how we should be free of any and all "old" fears, doubts, regrets.
Comes now my blinding flash: That is precisely how I judged back in the day...before I got to 50. The finishing touch, of course, is my now need which is to let "them" off my hook...else I stay hooked by my, not their, judgments.
The God-loves-me wonder...what I am experiencing at 50 is my own answered prayers.
I have prayed in the past to be able to speak whatever I had to say and be neither embarrassed nor regretful after I spoke...no matter what came out. Fully expecting that would be me sounding profound...or good at least...since it would be from God. Not yet getting it, that God speaking through me is me speaking.
Oh. God speaking through me is me speaking.
We can accept our voice as speaking God's Truth or we can regret and go with ego's version. When we trust by choosing Truth, God can and will clarify the situation for the benefit of all...but should we choose regrets, ego can and will keep us stuck in self-flagellation.
Regret, then, is denial, a green light for ego; acceptance shuts that door, opening us to God and his wonder-working will.
Thank you.
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