More and more I am understanding that being left alone is a primary fear of many, maybe even most, of the world. And I've always held that as my own, my secret reason if you will for the Why I Am This Way...this way being just plain old me...unique in my ego Lucy's opinion, slightly off and proudly ashamed of that. You see, my beloved brother, my protector, died and left me all alone when I was ten, etc., etc., etc.
To me, the core of spiritual growth is Oneness. Realizing Oneness as our spiritual focus, and finding being left alone as our primary fear, makes it fairly clear why spiritual growth is such a hard climb. That is reasoning mind duking it out with spiritual mind...as in, common sense saying nay (or Yes, but...) to the Unexplainable.
That brings comfort actually. Having accepted fear as God's camouflage, we can let our reasoning mind cease its fight with left alone and welcome the fact of it...left alone becomes camouflage for Oneness.
That will take many a moon to reach full realization within, but what a freeing path to walk.
God is so good to me.
Thank you.
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