MORE QUESTIONS THAN ANSWERS

Here's me, thinking I've got a handle on this spiritual growth thing...or close enough. Then I come across an imponderable.

In Joel Goldsmith's "The Heart of Mysticism" (at p. 452), he writes: "...no good can come to you; all good is to flow from you....in the case of an emergency or a disaster from out of the depths of the infinite nature of your own [Self], you would be maintained and sustained, and able to care for others."

I immediately flash to Hurricane Sandy...Staten Island, et al., then to 9/11 and Katrina.

Is it that some, living in the material, reasoning-mind world of the third dimension, can comprehend only the disaster, the unwanted that is appearing, and declare there can be no God if this can be. Then, some see the disaster and reach out to lead others through, help others, "care for others" and are lifted into fourth dimension consciousness and experience the disaster but walk free through it?

That sure leaves me with a boatload of questions. I'm clearly not there yet. I need to let it perc...the answers will come (or not). For whatever reason, though, I believe I'm heading in the right direction.

I do know that no good will come to me...it will flow forth from me. I know that because that is my experience. I would not believe it just because someone else wrote it and I read it...or I did not, at any rate, until it proved true in my life.

That is my experience. My good flows from me when I keep the care of others as my daily desire, my daily focus...which explains why some days can feel so dingy. I lose my focus...or, more to the point, I become my focus.

Thank You.