I am feeling...nada. Nothingness. An off-and-on headache. A free-floating fear underlying me. Sleepy...uh-oh.
Comes now my secret mantra...we must try with a will or fall by the wayside.
I feel like I'm running on empty...a feeling is not a fact, thank you very much.
Geez, I am deep in this blah, so much so that I'm starting to consider getting a cat...two cats. Seriously. Even mentioned it to another person recently but only conversationally, I thought. Which...if God loves me...will be as far as I get with that.
Face it...this is fear of dementia...might as well spit it out, let it strut its stuff. If this is dementia, it'll strut its stuff without a by-your-leave from me. I note I'm still "if'ing" it. And I will until I get to where I need be...God's will, God's way.
Whether I feel it or not, whether I know it or not, I am held up by His everlasting love...we all are. If Since that be true, use it, rely on it, Let It Be.
Try with a will or ball by the wayside.
Thank you.
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