I have been given a new insight: I am not afraid of getting egg on my face.
A dear friend recently said that of herself, and I felt gobsmacked. I knew that I had been given that gift but had not realized it as such. But there it is...not realizing is the why of self-doubt one minute and Self surety the next.
I know from my toenails up that I must speak my inner truth so I do...and there are times when my inner truth just shines like a diamond. However. It is those times when my inner truth sounds tinny, looks kinda puny after I've put it out there for all my world to observe (judge) that cause me pause.
Thus far, when I've been in my self-doubt stage, I have searched for and found My comfort, my blankie, in knowing that God can and will intervene in my life in my behalf.
Actually, that alone is hard to hate. Maybe feeling elated with my new insight is just cutting out the middle ground, the self-doubt stage. That for sure is close enough to perfect for me.
Thank you.
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