I am reminded this morning that I sometimes have extremely high standards for others, and they can fall short in my mind in a heartbeat.
I am relieved to be able to say, although a friend has come up lacking, it's not a bother to me. It is a small pleasure...a nice-nice...to know that right this minute I have no desire to fix it. To fix neither me nor thee...I'm just sitting here kinda in awe that my mind hasn't gone chasing rainbows to wrap us up in, make it all pretty...or chasing hair shirts to dress us down in.
To walk free in my own head is to accept my imperfect self just as I am, but even more it is to accept your imperfect self just the same.
It feels good...calm. Like a farmer's pond at dawn.
Thank you.
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