I'm running on empty. I blame the dreary day...the dark clouds, heavy air, threat of rain, more rain, and yet more rain. I feel water-logged...and sleepy.
This is when judgments start to spring forth, feeling like wisdom, sounding like insider information. They are not. They are dissatisfaction with self, too lazy to take heed and do the minimal footwork required to change my mind. Brain work actually. Then when I work myself down to a sniveling shadow, my first thought will be, "Why, Lord?" It's a good thing the Lord is patience. And love. And understanding.
There's my bright spot. I don't have to gin up happy, joyous and free. God's got it covered...within me, without me. God's got it covered whether I'm happy or not...and I just got a tish happier being reminded of that. So I'm heading in the right direction. Which is close enough to perfect for me.
Just plug in...get happy, sing hallelujah. A whole new path of possibility has just opened for my day.
Thank you.
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