Long/short, I went to my exercise class, told the instructor I needed to leave 15 minutes early. She took that personally, said so, and also that she was going to "make" me do balancing as punishment (!). Another person said I'd not be making early appointments again, to which I emphatically replied, "Oh yes I will...I'll just not be coming here when I do!" Put a pall on that class.
Several inner things have happened since. First, my ego loveloveloves my pall-casting remark, and keeps rerunning it in my head. Second, my conscience is not happy that my ego is happy. Third, I just this morning saw the gift of it all...and realized God's perfect plan.
I'm going with: God inspired my yesterday's blog, knowing what was to come and knowing how I needed to react in order to receive my living lesson...for me to see me in order to move that which he dictates from my head to heart to my soul.
My question to him this morning is: How long is it going to take us to start the moving process? How long before I quit loving my ego blast and start loving/leaving my instructor's words alone...without a home in my head?
My answer: The choice is mine. He has the power, follow it...starting now.
Thank you.
Thank you.
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