I said something recently, another person was overly
impressed, my ego grew wings and was within Ames'
ace of soaring. The truth…my truth…is that an ounce of spiritual growth to
those not in a like place can appear to be walking-on-water quality.
From my eyebrows up, that is off-putting to downright scary…regrettably, the
ego…my ego…loves it.
The fact is it is written (and to paraphrase): “Spiritual
growth requires that we go counter to our own natural desires…it requires ego
reduction in depth.”
I was gifted many years ago with a reading in re paradox. At
the time, I wasn't one hundred percent certain what a paradox even was. The
reading made it clear, and I was enchanted. “You have to give it away to keep
it.” “You have to lose to win.” All those oldies but greaties speak to me today
with the same power they had when first I heard them.
The practical reason that I try always to look for the paradox is it helps me change my mind which, to me, is the hardest thing
life is ever going to ask of us...just change your mind.
That process begins with the gut-bucket belief that whatever
comes to us, no matter how dreggy it looks in the coming, and on its arrival,
there is gold (a.k.a., God) in it. All we need do is turn our attention from
the dregs and look for the gold. That’s becoming willing to change our
mind…from “Oh no” to “Thank you.” That’s it.
The rest of the process (which takes as long as it takes…God
knows when we’re ready) is to stayed focused on the gold, no matter how tiny
that nugget, that’s now our center of attention. BUT, say the word “lose” or “loser,” and see how we run!
Half the time with me leading the pack.
That’s the Catch-22. We’re not entirely
stupid, and what we’re thinking is right…to our thinking! So what right-thinking
soul is going to go for “loser?”
That’s why changing our mind is the hardest thing life can
ask of us. It’s not just changing our mind from “this is good” to “this is
bad,” and back again. No. It requires a new level of consciousness.
We must move away from self toward God…up from the reasoning
mind, down to our spiritual center, God's workplace.
Thank you.
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