FEAR NAUGHT, WELCOME, FEAR NOT

My two o'clock thoughts this morning were less-than wonderful...half asleep, I lie resistant, on the border of regrets for yesteryear, what I should have done or not done, how I could have...would have...if only. 

Scariest was the passing thought questioning whether I have hidden out in God...literally, "Has God been my hidey hole?" A boatload of coulda, woulda, shouldas bubbled over, scalding my mind. 

Later, in my quiet time, God came calling. Today's read: The devil will try by any means to stop my God time. 

I realized I See Me had linked arms with my egoic mind, doing damage if and as best it could. Ah, but the subject of my spiritual readings is proof that God has my back, as with my next, Capps' Sermon, which fits perfectly: The true spiritual student must continue to seek until s/he finds and once s/he finds the inner truth, s/he will beome troubled or disturbed. 

We are in the process of having our mind exchanged (consciousness raised), and per Capps, altering our [mindset] to accommodate a new set of experiences is not easy.

This is the process of  the material mind being raised...our raised consciousness is continuing to be birthed, and birth is not even supposed to be easy. 

We stand with God. we welcome the coulda, woulda, shouldas...we let them sing their song. Fear naught,  fear not. Love. 

Another freedom...choosing to love fear as it turns us back to God. 

Thank you.